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[12 Dec 2005|12:30am] |
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right now i dont know what to feel... i cant tell if im happy or sad.. maybe dejected. i know what i want though, and i can only hope im not the only person who can say they want it... shes my rose.. and everyone knows that. well, everyone knew that. id give anything for it again... anything...
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| yup |
[29 Jun 2004|12:45am] |
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looking for sic transit gloria |
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idk... just not in a good mood. not mad, just whatever. wish i were cheered up. talk to you later...
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| It's been a while... |
[18 Jul 2003|01:40pm] |
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finch - three simple words |
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since whenever my last entry was...i've been to a couple baseball showcases in which colleges and pros get to watch me have fun... i love it. Also, our 16 year old state team won the state championship. I've also been speniding time with my baby like crazy. I love her so much hehe. She's going away to Brown though, and then a cruise. I'm gonna miss her so much. Aussi, i have a game against the Middlesex all legion team tomorrow...or w/e its called. It's just an exhibition, should be fun. Maryland the 25th, Notre Dame Indiana after that...William and Mary blue grey classic mid-august. So im pretty set punks...well wish me luck. Keep in touch some of you people, i love you baby...
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| Oops...its summer again |
[15 Jun 2003|06:18pm] |
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Finch - awak / Disturbing Silence |
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so yeah... its been "summer" for like 2 weeks here. um idk, everything seems so surreal. Like...i go about my day, as if nothing matters. Not like "oh its school it doesnt matter ill be lazy" but as if i fear no consequences. I love baseball...but i dont believe ive been playing because i love it. This is because that i know that if i stop playing, i wont go to a really good school. So its become an obligation, which might be taking the fun out of it for me and may be the reason ive been "slumping" as they say. This girlfriend figure eh....apparantly were going out. It just doesnt feel like it i guess. We havent been talking much lately. Im also sure im gonna get alot of backlash from that comment, but hey its a live JOURNAL...so deal with it. well i guess ill be off on my merry way, viva madison park baseball...
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[16 Jan 2003|09:00pm] |
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Say it like you mean it - TSL |
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No LiMiT2386 (8:57:39 PM): yeah thats right
No LiMiT2386 (8:57:45 PM): i invite your girlfriend over
No LiMiT2386 (8:57:51 PM): to my house
No LiMiT2386 (8:57:51 PM): at 2am
ChNaNdLr BoNg (8:57:53 PM): o shut up u kno u touch her and u become castrated
No LiMiT2386 (8:57:57 PM): yeah i know
No LiMiT2386 (8:58:01 PM): oh, i know
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| Hmm...ok |
[13 Jan 2003|12:55pm] |
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Brittney says that it will be over by the end of the summer...it is now January 13th, 2003...we'll see...
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[24 Dec 2002|01:43am] |
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my guitar... |
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"why am i not the one she talks to about everything"
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| Give me an F'ing break... |
[13 Dec 2002|06:54pm] |
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Summer in the City - St Lunatics |
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its been a long, very long time since i've updated. So our defending champion basketball team is now 2-4, winning our last 2. but whoopdi friggin doo. The big deal is the opinionativeness of everyone. And people accusing me of things i havent done, and shouldnt have done if they actually occured. I just want to hurt someone. So F*ck everyone. I've always said that "i dont trust anyone who doesnt trust me." well it seems like i dont trust many people these days. yeah i guess this shit happens. i wish that i have been doing the shit i'm being accused of, atleast this way i would have gotten something for going through all of this shit. well w/e...ttyl all..hope u all have a great day, atleast i'll someone will
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| My day... |
[30 Aug 2002|12:56am] |
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no music, just my chicas voice |
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well today were the last days of my AP start up classes. they were terrible today because i was so extremely tired and pretty much in another world. but tonite made it all better because i got to see my beautiful girlfriend nicole...idk why i said nicole, caus u all know her name, but thats her, and shes beautiful. so i'm really glad she came over because i missed her and i love her....other than that, i'm sittin here, on the phone with her...wow u must be scared of me...but its ok, thats prollie caus "ur just jealous caus we're young and in love" well thats from Brand New...ttyl all
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| Its Me... |
[23 Aug 2002|06:19pm] |
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Hoobastank - Running Away |
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| heyyyy its tiff ;) |
[13 Aug 2002|09:20pm] |
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;X hope you don't mind.. i put a picture in your journal
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| its my face! |
[13 Aug 2002|07:19pm] |
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buddy holly - weezer |
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ChNaNdLr BoNg: like my icon?
deliciOus xP: i dont see ittttt
deliciOus xP: its a baseball lol
deliciOus xP: hahaha i see it now
deliciOus xP: i wanna make it all pretty
ChNaNdLr BoNg: its my face!
ChNaNdLr BoNg: wtf!
deliciOus xP: i know i see it now
ChNaNdLr BoNg: u want to make it pretty???
deliciOus xP: ok no
deliciOus xP: i want to make it fun
ChNaNdLr BoNg: its my face!
ChNaNdLr BoNg: ...
Auto response from deliciOus xP: looking through my collection of steve pictures
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| yup... |
[11 Aug 2002|01:10am] |
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Happy...just tired |
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Inside Out - Eve 6 |
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we're back... :)
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| Back to the Future: Part 1 |
[26 Jul 2002|08:57pm] |
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Not a thing... |
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U ever see back to the future...and the part where, since everything was changed, the picture of the people started to dissapear, and then when things go back to the way they should, they appear again....well the people in my picture are slowly coming back :-) have a nice day everyone...
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| Journal Worthy comments over the last week... |
[14 Jul 2002|02:16am] |
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When I'm With You - Riddlin Kids |
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S Man...there are Hawaiian Chicks in Hawaii!!
D We're goin to mexico
S Yeah...There are MEXICAN chick in Mexico! (condescendingly)
haha that was me and dave
And then with tim...
IralcisMit: i feel like i'm 80 years old
ChNaNdLr BoNg: haha why???
IralcisMit: i just peed like, 30 seconds ago and i have to go again, that's why
IralcisMit: hahaha
ChNaNdLr BoNg: hahahahah now THAT my friend is journal worthy
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| WELL LA DEE FREAKIN DA |
[04 Jul 2002|04:02pm] |
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hey all its 4th of july, what do u know... got back from GA yesterday...it was really fun, wish i didnt come back. I hate my life right now. It just sucks. I sit inside all day and do nothing. I hang out with 1 person normally, and thats dave. I cant use my arm in any way constructive. I just want to get away. And i dont mean get away like find inner peace or BS like that. like seriously go sumwhere, because i feel that it doesnt even matta that i'm here. What did i come back from GA to? NOTHING...i'm sure a bunch of u reading this are offended and whatnot, but seriously, i dont hang out with u guys at all. I'd rather be sumwhere else doin nothing than here. I hate it here. I just want to go sumwhere calm with my camera like i did when i was in GA. I dont want girls but they are like water, Most people dont prefer it but know that they need it to survive. Sorry if that is also offensive. So i'm gonna sit here and pretty much do nothing the rest of the day. I need to go away though, anywhere...I love my parents...and i miss them when i'm away, but i just need to leave. It doesnt matter when i come back anyway, its not like people engage in conversation with me anymore. I remember when it was last summer and ALL people did was talk to me, like it almost got annoying. Now i come online and sit and do nothing at all. It's pointless. Overall i'm leading a very depressing life. Good Day all...
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| Yeah... |
[23 Jun 2002|01:33am] |
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so i'm convinced that i screwed up everything. Nothing in my life recently that i have done to myself has been undeserved. I hate myself, and i just wish i could go back...good nite all
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| Well alrite then... |
[16 Jun 2002|06:15pm] |
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Able To Enjoy Myself... |
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we won...12-2...i hit 2 HRs again...they were quite pretty. I got yelled at by the Umpire caus i hit it...then walked caus we wont the game cause it put us up by 10..he was like run steve...with this attitude...but yeah we won and now we're 5-2 and possibly in 1st place..not sure though...well atleast i'm happy for the time being... c-ya
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| Yeah.. |
[16 Jun 2002|01:59pm] |
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Vertical Horizion - idk sum song # 6 |
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Yeah so another game today...we'll see what happens maybe instead of my arm falling off like my right foot, or left leg even, will become useless...talk to u all lata...
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